Simple but Complicated.

Has it occured to every female besides myself that everything comes full circle.
It technically has nothing to do with karma or fate.
For some reason a vitious cycle will never seem to end on many accounts.
No matter the change of characters or the variables.
although they can be independently changed.
It is a common phrase that "if God closes a window, he opens a door"
Lately for myself its been feeling like I'm being bum rushed with everything possible.
For some reason no matter how many times i try to change the independent variable.
I always get the wrong results when we get to the experiment.
I can never seem to fully shake the past as much as I'd like to.
There's always something that has me attached to them.
I have no clue or the slightiest why it feels everything works within a cycle.
Although a cycle that can't seem to be broken.
I feel like the wild bear cub left out in the dark woods during hibernation
ALONE.
& with only a few cubs on my side.
& honestly we all travel through this cycle
Never ending of course.
Earlier today I had realized that you can't always walk around wearn ya heart on ya sleeve
because someone is bound to rip it off & send it through a shredder.
Now that I've realized that this cycle can be eventually passed.
& that we shouldnt allow small things to effect our emotions.
Cuttin it kinda short until i think of sumthin else.
Don't allow your addiction to be fueled by a bad narcotic.
Well...all narcotics are bad..but think with me as i ramble on.
We don't choose our drug nor our addiction
& don't allow an old substance to corrupt your new experiment....

Working in Progress...